Well, I have officially completely my first week at Paul Mitchell. What can i say? Well, honestly, i love it. Normally ,even at the start of a semester I don’t want to go to class. I refuse to wake up , put real clothes on and start my day. Now, everyday when i wake up I’m excited to go to school. Ive actually been waking up before my alarm even goes off because I’m so excited to start my day. I haven’t learned anything to crazy yet, mainly just braiding, blow drying and finger waves, most of which i already knew how to do. I HATE FINGER WAVES! Just incase you don’t know what that is ill post a picture below, but i don’t recommend anyone getting these unless they are done with heat because the amount of gel you have to use to achieve this look is kinda scary. I have already made a few friends who i will be going out with Wednesday night to get to know better. Its exciting , this whole starting over thing but its also really scary. There is always a fear that you will have to start over again but I’m beginning to realize that you can start over a million times and thats ok. Life would be terrifying if you couldn’t wipe the slate clean every now and then. So here i am, wiping my slate clean and starting fresh, i don’t really have a lot of friends, i left my old life behind and I’m going crazy living with my parents.I know those things typically sound absolutely awful to someone who is my age but, for once i actually feel like I’m doing what I’m supposed to be doing. Thats something I’ve never felt before, not in high school, not in college, not ever. I always felt like something was off and i could never explain it. Try going through 13 1/2 years of school feeling like you were doing everything wrong. Studying for test just to do worse then the kid next to you who didn’t study at all. I was always discouraged because when i would try i would fail, so eventually i stopped trying. It was easy to feel like i did bad because i didn’t want to do it not because i couldn’t. Now i feel like i actually can do something. It really is an amazing feeling when you get something, you know it just clicks and you can do it. Some people its books, for me its hair and makeup. Damn who would of thought. I sure as hell didn’t think this is where i would be at 19 year old but I’m happy that this is where my path lead me. I always had an interested but i didn’t know i could make it a reality. I wouldnt be here without my parents though. They helped a lot. This is the only picture i could find but her hair style... thats finger waves...
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I am so tired of people constantly saying “New year, New me” because well most likely they are going to changing literally nothing in their life. Honestly i don’t understand this whole new years resolution bull shit, never have. Its like once a year people decide they are going to better themselves, and they decided this ONLY ONCE A YEAR. Like ok cool I’ve been a shit show the past year but since its a new year i have yet another opportunity/attempt at getting my shit together. What about back in July when you thought that your life was shit why didn’t you vow to change it then? Are we only able to better ourselves in the month of January? I think its fucking hilarious that people all of a sudden think they are saints in that first two months. There like “well you know maddy the new year really changed me”. I don’t know who is crazier me or the rest of the world because the only thing life changing for me that happened on new years was that i started it with bojangles and not taco bell. It was a big shocker ,really. Its cute though, the idea that they are actually going to better themselves. If anything i really do envy them. I don’t have a new years resolution so i never get to participate in that part of the new year conversations, as everyone gathers to talk about how great they are and I’m just happy i didn’t burn my tongue on my coffee that morning. I like to have weekly goals for myself. I will drink more water this week, i will workout at least 3 days a week. That way Im not 15 weeks into my no carbs diet realizing I’m a totally bitch without pasta and give up on everything and become a shit show again until next year when i probably try to give up the exact same thing. More realistic in my opinion. Also only drink water for a week sounds easier then only drink water for a year. I take it week by week and give it my all. But congrats to all that have New years resolutions and i hope you stick by them.
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